blindsided

I laid in bed that night and thought about the day
And how my life is like a roller coaster ride
The ups and downs and crazy turns along the way
It'll throw you off if you don't hold on tight
You can't really smile until you've shed some tears
I could die today or I might live on for years

I love this crazy, tragic,
Sometimes almost magic,
Awful, beautful life...
("Awful Beautiful Life": Daryl Worley)

all i have to say is =O
never saw *that* coming...
more later i am sure.